An Introspection

-Aakriti Thatal Lighting Her first cigarette, Inhaling the smoke, the heat and the pang: She let her colours show And Her wings out. She shone. Brighter than the flame igniting her fag, did she shine. The flakes fluttering in the void, glowed'. Orange. Vibrant. She was Happy. The other smiled there, the passive smoker. Smiled. Smiling. Smile. Smile? The cigarette was Blithe. Life. She lived One. With cigarettes taking her breath little-by-little, did she live. She lived Once. Taking in the last puff, She smiled, hollow. Pain. End. Life. Once. One. Cigarettes. Her inhaler. Little did it take for the bright flakes fluttering, turn Gray. A very short while. Ash. They were Happy for a very short while.

-Aakriti Thatal Two lives I have. One. The tearing and dreading turmoil  Of who scores more and how much  Have I improved since the last time. A state of conquest and competition.  A state of superiority and also  Complexes. The Other. The one with You. There is equity and unison.  There is tranquility over conquest and contentment over competition. There is serenity and uniqueness in being two as one. There is merriment and joy in being together. There do I live. And how I wished I could live there, that life, Forever.  (If, Forever, exists.)

A dark Image set forth my eyes: I behold everyday. Difficult but Pure. Different but True. Love- Me and You. -Aakriti Thatal

It's been wet, the last few days. Have been staying indoors, lately. One of very limited interesting stuff to do indoors, at my place, is to grab a book and dive into one. Been reading Dan Brown. The Da VInci Code was convincing and so was Angels and Demons. Currently reading The Lost Symbol. Cannot wait to complete it. P.S. I do not really know what's going on in the outside world (in my vicinity). But, I surely do know and am learning more on the outside world (outside my vicinity) through the factual-fiction (is there a phrase as such?) I have been reading. Dan Brown is a Genius. 

-Aakriti Thatal I see myself, colourful and vibrant. Vivid and exposing. Nothing more than colourful monotony. I see You Gray. Proper and pertinent. Your shades and different stories. I see Variations. You are venerable. You are part of many photographs of mine. How I wish I was part of Yours too.

-AAKRITI THATAL  Sheltering a multitude of colours under it, BLUE- A Feeder, a Shelter, a Holder. Blue is Deep and Wise, Confident and Divine. Blue is food to the mind. Blue scatters much, not bothering the eye. Blue is Phenomenal, Omnipresent.  Blue is Truth and "TRUTH SHALL PREVAIL". Blue is Replete. Boxed inside Blue, free, is a shade I am fond of; The shade which I paint and show and display. The colour with and in which I grew. The world where I grasp and learn and round off. Under the Big Blue is a tinge of YELLOW; Always Together. Happy. Warm. Cheerful. Exercising the humour and grasping attention; Yellow is pleasant. Yellow, eccentric. Yellow polarizes, yet it shines. Yellow is forever Ebullient.  Yellow, Mild. Ambitious about its scattering just as much as Blue's, GREEN is covetous. Harmonizing with Red, Gray, Brown and White; Green is a symphony- Mellifluous and Calm. An imbecile, an innocent; Green