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Dear Reader,


I have nowhere-close-to-an-idea as to what I am going to fill you with, but I will fill you. 



My Emotions are not planned and are not always under my control. In fact, I belong to a kind where a lot of my feelings are spontaneous and unaccounted too, at times. I feel pangs of hunger and of sadness, I feel vexed because of certain beings and happenstance. I feel love for others and I feel loved in turn. However, none of it seems to be under my influence. There is a string of events and elements in my mind, even now, as I type what I (hopefully) intend to. 


Let me throw in or introduce a little something called THE UNIVERSE, to our conversation. What is the universe to you? What is its power and influence? How is it? Answer and keep it to yourself. Now, what are You? In this world. In the entirety of the entire existing sphere and the system of spheres. What are you to yourself? 

Answer. Keep. 


I like to believe that I was born with the power of the Universe. I can do a plethora of activities. I am alive and I have perspective. I am the Universe. Clichè as it is, I am my own and the world is mine. 


I am a wanderer and I go astray from one to the next talk in the blink of an eye, and I know it bothers some. However, I have come to realize that nothing in this system of spheres( if it is even true) is singular and independent. You affect me and I affect you. I send you my energy and you take it in, vice versa too. Stability is the key and hence, we know nothing is wasted in this system. System sounds negatively cogent a term, but i mean it not in the way. There would not have existed a world without me(read it as you) as there would have been an instability which would make the world dysfunctional. You and I are essential. We are not vestigial. 


Belittling the self is demeaning the Universe and its power. I do not abnegate myself from thinking that I am the paradigm of a human being and the Universe.

Brings me back to where I had started, the source of my emotions. Now that I know that I am the Universe, I know that I am my affection and I control it all. No matter how unaccounted and spontaneous it may occur, to me and to you.

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